Christmas

Merry Christmas, to those that deserve it. 

To the rest of you: I hope you choke on some ginger bread and die. 

Forgotten

No one misses you, unless you're pretty or dead

Faith in humanity

Once again: Fucking 0

Sorry

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Depression

I'm so fucking depressed right now :'(

No woman

"No woman wants an abortion as she wants an ice cream cone or a Porsche. She wants an abortion as animal caught in a trap wants to gnaw off its own leg."
- Frederica Mathewes-Green

For the ones-

Take this kiss upon your hand,
For the ones who starved themselves,
Because "ugly" was written all over their mirrors,
Because "fat" was the only thing in their way.

Take this hug around your shoulders,
For the ones who cried themselves to sleep,
Because, unlike everyone else,
Their pillows kept their secrets.

Take this wish for your success,
For the ones with wounds blanketing their wrists,
Because physical pain gave feeling,
And feeling was so hard to find.

Take this whisper in your ear,
For the ones who live through pain,
Through sorrow, through regret, 
Through loneliness in crowded rooms, 
Through nightmares and judgement and hatred...

Take these words, darling,
These words I say to you.

Stay strong. Never give up. Keep breathing.
Continue inspiring.

Let's keep going,
For the ones who starved themselves,
For the ones who cried themselves to sleep,
For the ones with wounds blanketing their wrists,
For the ones who live through pain,
For the ones forced to survive...

And for the ones who never did.

Unwanted

“The worst feeling is feeling unwanted by the person you want the most.”

Silent

When I needed you the most, you took his side and defended his actions after beating me senseless. 

When I asked you if I could join the party due Saturday, you said you weren't going - you felt sick. 2 hours later a photo of you were shown on HIS profile - at the party. 

When I pleaded for your help, crying on my fucking knees, you turned around and left with him. 

This is a guy that have done nothing but hurting me for the passed 2 years, and why?
Because I refused to sleep with him. 

HOW can you, as my only friend, DEFEND THAT!? :'(

And now - I am the bad guy?

I miss you so bad, it hurts to see you with the others and knowing how much you hate me...

I hate it - I just want my friend back </3 

Looks

I think it's interesting that other people judge you before they've even spoken a word to you.
I've been called a slut for 5 years - I'm a virgin.
I've been called fat for my entire life - I've always had issues keeping my waist thin.
I've always been told that I look like a man - I've got my dad's expression and looks, I cannot help that.
I've been picked on for having short nails - Sorry, but I have better stuff to do than spending 2 hours a day fixing my nails. I work 24/7 and cannot work with 1" nails in the workshop.
I've been called shorty and fatty my entire life - Sorry that I have my mother's body.
HOW DARE YOU CALL ME SUCH SHIT!?

To you - This may seem ugly.
But I love my body - JUST THE WAY IT IS.

Being a virgin doesn't bother me, I'm waiting for my prince.
Being fat - I'm building muscles and I have a fair amount underneath that stubborn bellyfat. Wanna bet?
Being a man? Sorry sweetie, I have wide shoulders, wide chest and wide hips. But have you tried actually WORKING? I don't wanna snap in half. And I like my face, thank you.
Having short nails - Again, have you tried to lift a ball of hay in 1" nails? Have you tried driving a motorcycle and wearing armored gloves with 1" nails? Didn't think so.

F*cking stop complaining about others and try to see things positive.
You don't have to tear others down to be happy with yourself.